If today was your last day....? What would you do?

Patch things up with dad..

Yay, finally!!!

Sing to my sister, like I always do... Except, this would be the last time.

I'd go about my day as normal.. I wouldn't think about it, I can't change my fate.

Make sure my husband understood how to take care of my dog. Where to get her food and which treats and supplements to get and why. Make sure he had the vet's phone number and make sure he understood how to reorder her meds and to be sure to give them on schedule.

Then I would go spend time at the beach and then watch the sunset over the river while I drank a nice cold beer.

I would spend the day with my family.

I'd tell them I love them and that I'll be waiting for them in Heaven.

I'd say that I know it'll be hard when I am gone, but that they must move on with their lives, that they stayed behind for a reason and they should pursue that reason.

I'd give my little brother my keyboard and music, my younger sister my music box with color pencils, my older sister my leather jacket, and my parents one final letter for them to keep in their collection of drawings and letters we've made while growing up.

I'd write letters to my friends, wishing them luck and giving them my love, then I'd give the letters to my mom for her to pass along after I am gone. It'd be to painful to say goodbye in person, I would want to remember their faces happy not full of pity and grief. 

I'd talk to my biological dad and forgive him for not being there while growing up, and I'd tell him that I love him, but I wouldn't tell him I'll be gone by tomorrow, I'd want him to remember the happy memory of our reconciliation.

I'd talk to my grandpa and ask him to tell me the story of his life in Germany because he'd never told me. I'd thank my grandma for being so patient and loving.

My grandparents from my mom's side would be too difficult to part with, so I'd just write them a letter reminding them of our memories together.

Then I'd thank God for fifteen wonderful years of my life, for all the good and the bad, and for the family and friends He gave me.

Cry.