Keep searching the Lord and this as well as other questions will be revealed to you.
God's peace to you.
Heaven or hell
As there is no evidence of a "heaven" or "hell" or any afterlife of any sort, any answer you receive will be subjective and only an opnion. So far as anyone can for a certanty give you, is that when you die you cease to exist as a life. Beyond that it's all speculation.
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