I'm going to try and pull myself out of a dark sad pitty party that always seems to overcome my heart, body. And soul these last years in december. Due to the loss of so many loved ones in my life in the month of december, grandfather dec 24, my brother dec 31, sister dec 30... Dear friend, "willornot" dec 28. Today i will do my best to start living again for them... Tomorrow i will make sure to start living again...
And it will be hard...
Almost every year the thing my parents and my sister, and I would do and not forget is to mostly visit my mom's side: Sisters and mom , and brother. We would mostly get and wear everything new since I'm Chinese we youngsters get red envelopes and etc.
I will be here at my house with the half of my family that lives nearby, my youngest son, his wife and two sons. My Adult grandsons who live here will be out partying with their friends, so I wish them a safe night.
Thursday afternoon, we're going to Coltons for eats. Friday, we're staying home, by the fire, eating food, napping, TV. Not about to go out with drunks on the roads.
On the phone with my fiance'
Watch tv go out to eat stay up really late:D